Selected Writing

The Gardens of Creatioin

I'm not here to convince you of anything. What I am here to do is to plant the seed of truth in your mind with the understanding that it will blossom revealing your true nature. Now the trick is to cultivate this exotic awareness into that which is already thriving all around you. The soil is fertile and the Sun's love is shining it's brightest ever. Once the rains of despair pass and the clouds of misguidance part, you will know all you have ever known and you will be shown that your resistance to let go of the shade is what keeps you in the dark. When you are ready you will be graced with the truth that everything you are is not made up of matter. However, like the flower, your true beauty shines thru the bright colors, thru the sweet fragrances, and in the amazing presence that is only but a moment in time. Yet that moment lasts forever, and your life is not just a single rose, it a garden of delight, and a garden of unbelievable richness, vaster than the world's terrain could possibly sustain. We are gardens of the Cosmos, boundless and groundless, cultivating the true nature of creation..

The Avoidance of Life

We possess the brightest of light within. It is the expression of this light that is the truth of this life. Without this expression, the path becomes mysterious, the lessons confusing, and the purpose misconstrued. The key to unlocking this mystery is in your hands. No one can tell you the exact way for you to reconnect to your essence, yet there are those who can offer guidance. Thru your free will, you choose who will assist you, and how they can help you reconnect to your inner truth.

When our light goes unexpressed, the space, which it would have otherwise filled, turns into a void. This void is an emptiness that is felt throughout the entire being for its creation comes from the very core of our existence. With this void comes the feelings of resentment, anger, and frustration due to the fact that our light is now contained, unable to pass thru this dark space. Thus the feeling of loss manifests, for there is now a vital part of our being that appears to be dead. Yet it is not dead, it is only confined or bound up, due to our initial inability to express it. Here in lies the lesson, in order to dissolve this void, we must find ways to strengthen the light within, so that it's power can penetrate this emptiness. When this happens, many changes can manifest. What is taking place is the dissolution of fears, the processing of past traumas, or something of this nature that has served to limit you in the past. With this comes concern, yet this concern is centered in a misunderstanding and a false security that was the basis for this void in the first place. Now, I do not want to pacify this point, the pain of this void could be vast and powerful in itself. The barriers may seem so enormous that you are unable to relinquish its control over you. This brings me to the point that these voids may need to be dismantled piece by piece thru a steady progression that may entail several set backs, yet with many break throughs, until finally the power of the light dissolves the darkness of the void and the reconnection is established.

By working with me, our connection will add light into your energetic system directly from the creative source. This will give you the opportunity to begin the process of dissolving the voids that contain you. Some of these voids will dissolve with ease without even conscious recognition, yet others will bring about past, present and future thoughts, emotions, and struggles that no longer serve in your best interest. You must trust that what manifests is for your greatest good, for there is no harm in the true nature of existence. You are the purest form of love and light, and we are simply engaged in a process that releases all that stands in the way of this truth.

How is this possible you may ask, and I will answer by sayings: As we enter this physical realm, we come bearing gifts of unbelievable significance. These gifts are packaged for the insight and awareness of all present. We are not simply here for our own edification. We are here to experience and manifest that which seems unreal, that which seems untouchable, and that which seems impossible, pushing the bounds of consciousness to match that of true awareness. This pursuit is endless in all respects, for true awareness is infinite in nature, as is our true existence.

My Love,
Inspiration ultimately comes from the heart, but the beat, the pulse, the fire, and the passion are ignited by you and everything beautiful in the universe. Inside it may lie dormant waiting for that one word, that one butterfly, or that one kiss to send me spinning into a state of unbelievable bliss. You have the gift and I admire your talents. I love what you have written and I can feel you through the words, I can see you through the screen, and I can hear your soft voice whispering words of light.

SunsetLooking into the pools of pure heaven, I'm lost in your eyes, I think back to the first time we held each other in the ethereal plane where only our essence existed. Vibrating with shear love, as you and I were one. You said to me that you want to touch me, to feel me, to smell me, to taste me, and to hear me. And from that point, the heavenly bodies that we are were transformed into beings of the material plane. See, I know everything about you - I know your innermost desires and your true nature of creation. I know your dreams and how you softly sing the songs of love to me. You and I will meet under the stars, and I will hold you forever as the waterfall of moonbeams cascades around us. We've entered this realm of worldly cares to experience that, which can only occur, on this level. Our physicality is but a blessing and a channel of our true souls. It is through these magnificent bodies that we will reconnect as one energy, reuniting our essence by feeling, hearing, tasting, smelling, and seeing all that we are, all we will ever be. Neither you nor I can hide from this truth, and I will be here with you until the end of time. For our love exists without time, without space, in an infinite light is where you'll find me. Look inside, feel the guide, and come to me tonight, my princess of light.

Love and Light, rest easy in my heart,
Ryan

Ruby Red Lips
Ruby red lips, you kiss the neck of the one who loves you, feeling the racing pulse of life

Ruby red lips, you kiss the chest of the one who loves you, feeling the pounding purity of existence

Ruby red lips, you kiss the belly of the one who loves you, feeling the true source of life inside you

The Universe Within
You lie motionless, lost in my touch, my kiss, as you press your nakedness against my love. Slowly, I open your soul with eyes of pure innocence as you enter the pool of effervescent light. Floating on your back, your heart is one with the moon and your love is reunited with the sun... All else falls away, as the universe is inside you... my hands shake with the pure energy that courses through them, as I hold you in this freeing space. I lead you from star to star and you are captured by the stunning brilliance of love. You release all inhibition as the light moves gracefully through your being, answering all prayers. It is love that is your guide tonight, and I merely the channel from which it flows...

For love, is life, and without it nothing is real. All beauty comes from within, as you are truly beautiful. Say this to your heart and send inspiration and love to others, and you will always be at peace with the divine. For what you give returns to you stronger than you can imagine.

Love and peace be with you, my sweet, and I will always be beside you,
Ryan

Palace of Passion
I can hear your soft whisper in my ear as your beautiful presence graces the fluffy pillows. Pleasantly rested you shall wake, sleeping on the clouds of love. I send you this gift of true bliss as two souls reconnect as one. In a place of no time and space we collide... heart beating, your legs wrap their curious curves around my life's breath, only to free the inner chambers of love's mysterious longings. Yet there is no longing - I feel you, your soft caress, as your eyelashes brush across my blushing cheek. Desires stir my feverish gaze, as all restraint withers in pure transcendence. Your lips soften with intent of love coursing through your tingling body. Heat rises as you feel my life racing through your fingertips. Eyes closed, my loving touch guides you down to mother earth, as I wrap my magnificent wings around your true desire. The coolness of what lies beneath quickly fades as I melt into you and every nerve pulses with the tantalizing tremors of oneness. My soul shakes as we become one, you feel all of me, as I you. Never to part, you are placed in a palace of passion protected from all by my ever-present love.

It is times like this that I lose myself and am rediscovered. This is my gift to you and may you find it in yourself to never forget who you are and what you mean to this place. Love is here, and this place is beautiful, if you see the truth. Nothing, I mean nothing, can change that. All the atrocities of the world are the loss of others and not yours. Those who commit these acts suffer the true loss. You have so much to gain, from this place, as I....

Lee the Flea
Hi, I'm Lee the flea and nobody likes me.
It's a tough life, I have no wife,
nor any loved ones to count on,
I stand alone and I am fully grown,
even though I'm but a tiny soul.
This may sound sad, but I am quite glad
that I have this life of mine.
Because I know, just how to go
about living it to the fullest.
I am true to my heart
from the start
and the rest is taken care of.

My life is simple, yet exciting,
I hop and stop
where it looks inviting.
I need to feed,
but not in greed,
simply to continue on my journey
I may cause pain, for my gain
as I bite those around me,
yet there exists a balance between these two forces,
which are truly from the same sources.
As I see it we are all connected,
and what I experience is truly reflected
from me to you.
In my heart,
this is true,
there exists only love that I send to you.

There will come a time when I am old and gray
and these legs no longer bounce me away.
As I approach that day
I have one thing to say
and that is not to fear, for all will be clear
and you will be shown
that what you feel is not real,
it is just your guide on this journey.
When this dissolves, your problems are solved,
and
on wings of light, you will take flight,
returning you to the sky.

Remember,
there is no true darkness at night,
because you possess the brightest of light
within you.
To see it is your choice, to hear it is my voice
singing to you
that love is the one who always wins
leaving you with the biggest of grins
regardless of circumstance.